I'm tired, stress out. Things is not getting on the right track. Sigh..

I don't want to be some typical random emo kids typing

"Nobody cares about me, Nobody loves me".

I'm not that kind of person, and i don't want to be.

Just get over the pain huijuan, move on.
I know is tough, is irritating, is lonely, but you got to go.

Time will prove everything, fair and square.

I want an answer, which i expected to hear.

i've no more love, D:

Finally got back my line, thanks mummy! <3
Lynette went Korean today, and weiyang going to miss her like hell!
Had h2h talk with her and weiyang, last long yea.
Now a days keep h2h talk with weiyang and i get to know more things. (':
Thanks for the trust too!
I really hope no more misunderstanding, no more argument, no more stress, no more everything.
Going Malaysia soon, 10 more days away. ):
I really miss my friends, i want early come back! Mummy&Daddy please.
I promised my parent that i'll change for the better, they trust me! (:
Our forever trust is back again! Thanks (':

Why?
Why both of you (mummy&daddy) don't believe me?!
I fucking swear i never smoke okay!
I thought both of you were the one always believing me all the time, but i was wronged.
I was so disappointed, but i think both of you were disappointed in me too.
I wasn't being the good daughter of yours, i know.
Only thing i had done was keep on creating troubles for you all.
But where's our forever trust we promised to have?!
You all were so unreasonable, i already explained, what else both of you want?
Only thing you all said is, want sent me away.
If in this case, just sent me away then.
Don't let me come back, i'm fine with it!
I'm speechless, sorry daddy mummy.
I STILL LOVE THE BOTH OF YOU!


maybe i can't reach your expectation, i already try my best to change.
i won't force you to be by my side all the time, cause it won't be a good ending.
i know everything you asked me do is for me own good, thanks.
we still can be better than that right?
but i don't wish to have any more argument with you, made me so sick. sigh
silly, i still love you.
Maybe friends will be better for us.